Awake and planning a shower.

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I can't be sure when I went to bed.  Down between three and five hours.  Waking to a sour stomach, I made an apple cider vinegar ketonic.  It still seems so counterintuitive. But it does work.  My problem has been drinking too little.  Hmm.  Waking blood sugar was 190, down 25 from the last prenap test.

As mentioned, a shower is next on the agenda, folding clothes as I dry off from that.  Then?  Setting up a few manageable batches of dishes and laundry, feeding, watering, and doing litter and straw for the critters, and sorting and clearing areas around the cave.  I am getting back to it.

All of that today?  Maybe bits of all of it, sure.  There is no way I could finish it all.  But juggling, I could hit every item.  Hopeful today.  Willing to nap as needed, eat as possible.  Pickles, olives, and cheese sticks for snacks, another steak to be grilled, if I should thaw a few more packages of meat.  Not too much, probably just a few pounds of burger?  No, I'll begin fasting Thursday.  I'll begin thawing packages Sunday.

Odd, 72° is too hot.  I'll shut it back a few degrees, especially since I plan to work.  I'll bet it is still around 6° ~ 8º F out there, with a breeze.  Nope, dropped to 2º.  Strange thing?  Usually the thermometer, attached to the nuclear clock, on the far side of the room, reads two degrees cooler than the furnace setting.  Not today.  All good.

Tea is going.  I'll finish the a.c. vinegar ketonic, then have a regular tea while waking, then get a shower and going on the rest.  I usually need time to get going, or take it when I can.  Why rush?  Good morning and day.


Is... it hope, or doubt... or fear?