Almost feeling good.

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Well, first, I am almost awake enough to know the difference.  The last few days have seen that, the last two days have been better with that in mind on top of improvements in health feel.  Everything felt better and improved more today.  I don't feel like the world is closing in on me, crushing me.  Medicine is leveling back out.

Diabetes has been higher.  I am dosing to keep the average in the high 120s or low 130s, the latter this week.  I do suspect heart medicine messes with that until it all levels out.  It looks like I get a few days of improvement before I add my next, larger, dose back in.  Still, it is getting there.

Night and days are twisted.  But I have, pretty much, full if empty days and nights.  I keep considering work.  I'll... get to it.  The dream... dreams... tonight?  Of this her..  She wasn't a smoker, but it still fits.  Yes, she just is one of my favorites.  Just in the rearview mirror?

Someone has to have some line in, whether they know and understand or not.  They catch these things too well, before I write or otherwise express.  Friend, dame, or foe?  Women, each, can act as both.  Can?  Does.  There is a... reason, price, joy that goes with that.  Oh, yes.  Later.