Horrid day.

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Too hot?  It feels like it.  But it is no different than the last few weeks.  Everything hurts, but why?  I'll get aspirin in with meds.  Blood sugar troubles?  Nope, it came down from the last two mornings by nearly a quarter, to 148 fasting.  Bleh.  Medicine has been being taken regularly.  Nothing has changed, but everything has changed!  It is so rough this morning!

Ah, but I was able to... pray and succeed.  In my more recent goals.  Perhaps resisting evil comes with a price?  To be sure, it was the efficacy of the prayers, not my will, that won the thing.  I guess I hadn't been praying?  No, I guess not.  When I do, it works.  The will to prayer can be weak sometimes.  Even just that?  Yes.

Ducks fed, watered, and out.  I will take medicine and go back to bed for a bit.  I just can't be up at the moment.  Later.