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I got a few more things done, if nothing near even half the list, then had to crash. I figured a few hours would do. That was at 16:00 to half past. I just woke at 03:30 or so. Yea. Crashed is the operative word. Chastity has been kept, and prayer life has been continuing as possible. Sometimes, as with this last crash, I hit so hard when I go to bed that reliable conscious prayer isn't possible. I seem to dream pray though. How does that work? I'm... not quite sure. When the body fails, the mind can pick up the slack and I pray even while asleep. It's about all I can tell you about it.
I didn't, then, end up making goulash or eating supper of any sort. Still, I realized, later in the day, that I haven't been taking meds, again, or insulin, either. I had stopped insulin while fasting. Of course. But had forgotten to restart when I began eating today. I knew my blood sugar would be bogus high. So, after waking and realizing, I tested. It is 125 fasting. Hmm... well... okay.
I am limiting artificial sweetener to four to five drops per half gallon, three per quart of fatted coffee. And, with it being cool, I am drinking a goodly lot less, maybe a gallon of tea rather than three, if adding an extra fatted coffee per day... if I often drank two, just not always. With the cool to cold, the hot tea or coffee is a plus.
The furnace is still on 68°, which keeps this front room 66°. Dressing for it, that is eminently doable. for me. It's actually a pleasure. As winter actually arrives, this room will become frigid, which is fine by me and the computer. I have a sheet blocking the front and back areas, it just works better. It gives me zones of varying comfort, winter and summer.
I would still like to get propane burners for this, the bedroom and master bedroom's bath and the master bedroom itself, plus in the garage. But that would be after a furnace, electrical upgrades, restoration of the second (master bedroom's) bath, and work to turn the garage into an insulated shop. Which... means it's a pipe dream. Still, it is a dream. Having propane is a good secondary source, if limited to some degree. Having two ways to heat parts of the environment, in a winter climate, is a good thing. There are other options, if dangers and many limits with those, too. Bleh.
Oh, I keep forgetting regular medicine as well. It's the cold, brings me low. Makes me sleepy. It was a sudden and drastic change. I do my best when the world quits on me, but... I... have limits. That is all there is to it. I will keep trying. Hmm... breakfast? I think I'll have a skinless chicken salad? Or should I boil eggs and have a few of those, with a fatted coffee? I'm going to for eggs, actually. I have no standards, of what seems right for breakfast, or wrong for it. Food is food, save mood. It's, just... I want to have a bigger meal later. Two duck eggs and a fatted drink is a nice, light, meal. Oh, and back to the list. I think I can, I know I can... in time. Today is time! Later.
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