A very good sleep.

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To bed at 20:00.  I set alarms, one for six, one for eight.  I was pretty much awake at six, but hit the snooze a couple of times.  Being awake isn't always being agreeable to it.  It isn't a lack of sleep, it is the station of the day, predawn.  I'm not used to being awake in it.  Waking to it?  Something.  I had to use a flashlight to get up, then turn on a light to get dressed.

It was 69 upstairs and down and just a degree less in the computer front this room.  It is 45 outside, if it often drops just a bit right near or after sunup.  Not always, that latter, but often enough... usual if my observations and memory pan out.  I only had two windows and a back screen door open.  I have opened the front door, to get it cooler.  I didn't want the girls to freeze if it got really cold down here, is why I didn't open everything up.

It is a beautiful day.  I should spend more time in it.  A good time to contemplate, pray generally, or just sit quietly.  Especially with it being the right sort of cool to enjoy, probably with a jacket, out in the air.  I am just waiting to die, might as well enjoy it.  It won't probably be a quick death, or an easy one.  But, for the world, in the world, I am done.  For that, I have no allies.  Many enemies.

I will get back to work today.  It won't be fast.  I just can't function well.  Still, bit by bit it is getting chipped away, done.  And, with a few things in place, I am less likely to fall that far back on tasks.  Mostly.  I am hungry, but I don't think it is bodily hunger.  It is just the idea.  A fatted coffee will do for the morning.  That will be all, save perhaps another fatted drink later today.  Fasting today and tomorrow?  It's, roughly, the plan.  If I can't swing it, I'll try eating lighter again today, and fasting tomorrow and Monday.  If I can't, I can't.

Dishes, again, reset soon, then hopefully getting those done, and counters.  Sweeping in the bathroom, and clearing and cleaning.  Then clearing counters and the stovetop, and cleaning those.  That is all I am going to plan, and hope to do.  I am not sure even that is possible.  So tired.  No illness or pain today.  Sleep helped on that end, the tiredness isn't of the sleep variety.  Perhaps I should eat.  I'll... think on things.  Wake a bit.  If I will set up the dishes and set an alarm for when to hit those.  Later.