I don't think so.

.

.

I just can't do more.  I am hoping to place calls, more at 14:00.  But that will be it.  I will go down after.  Hopefully just one business call.  Another personal call shortly thereafter.  Though, if one business call doesn't work, another may be placed.  I have had a good day.  A bit lighter than the last few?  I think so.  I am slowing way down.  Still, not bad.

I found a stash of perrier.  It's a keto drink, offering several flavors now.  I like plain, too.  Especially in the summer.  But this pack was two cases of lemon, lime, orange.  I had another apple cider vinegar and lemon juice concoction... just a few shots worth.  It replaces bourbon or scotch, without any of the trouble or health issues.  Still, a bottle of lime perrier is a good chaser, and I was still a wee thirsty.  It's my beer replacement.  Yes, I used to add lemon and lime to my beers.  Bane gave me crap about it.  No doubt.

I didn't get one down to the basement, but I did get it half way.  Just too tired.  Still, looking around in just this room, and... I can see how much I have done.  The kitchen?  If you know what to look for, you would notice how much has been done.  Same with the basement and bathroom.  Next time I go down, I am taking a broom, dustpan, and trash can.  From the steps down, I need to sweep.  And get cobwebs.  Bleh!

I am telling you, despite something going on out there, something is happening in here as well.  Am I dying or figuring a way to live again?  I suggested He was coming, and that time wasn't what it seemed, but soon.  Yea.  I can't see it anymore, but... that seems most likely.  For an end, my end, a visit?  I don't deserve Him under my roof, but that isn't for me to say.  And He would always be graciously welcomed, gifted whatever He should ask.  Though I don't think He needs, but He might tell me what I need and how to give it away rightly?  Something like that.  Anyway... pray.  I am.

Later.