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Typical, for "mornings".  Brunch might help.  A portion of the egg casserole.  That really is pretty good.  Along with a dose of kalamata olives.  Too big a dose, I need to downsize that by half.  A learning curve.  No, they are wonderful.  Salty though.  Smaller bites, on some things.  And, half would be quite enough I think.  I am... dosing food with my old eyes, the eyes which didn't understand, and were always hungry... in too many ways.  Now I am almost to the point of eating merely for nutrition, sustenance, if enjoying playing with the food as well.

I found a recipe for pancakes, using carbquik.  I plan on make that for dinner, or supper.  And, if chicken gets going, perhaps a minor chicken meal even yet tonight.  Nothing fancy, not much, hopefully good.  The pancake recipe makes 20 cakes.  They say those can be frozen.  I could halve the recipe, but that would still be, at least, double what I would eat.  So, might as well make the twenty, freeze them, and try a few along with the casserole every other day to see if they do well frozen then thawed.

My body is not hungry, but my mind still is.  I don't want to eat too much, or the wrong things.  Leaving the mind to it's own devices, it will go astray.  Better, as mentioned, to eat a bit too much fat in an attempt to satiate more rightly toward keto, than else.  I'm thinking a small portion of a fruity kefir smoothie and a handful of nuts.  Not a lot, just enough to tip the balance.

Ducks are in.  I am leaving waterers out again... they were still flowing this "morning", and had been happily mostly used.  I need to refill waterers from two days, tonight.  I've been stumbling, if not too terribly.  As well, dishes, rebagging trash, a shower, and chicken set to cook.  I think that is pretty much all I will try to do... wait... laundry... one or two loads.

I've been dragging a bit.  Not quite falling behind, if not advancing.  Hmm, dishes from cooking yesterday need cleared, and the freezer top needs cleared and cleaned wholecloth as well.  It's all possible.  And it is a pleasant night.  I was up to... past 11:00, nearing noon.  I have reasons to try to be up in the day, so will push tomorrow, as well.  Maybe a nap tonight.  Airing the place out won't every quite do it, unless I can clear and clean the whole house, but it helps a bit.  Ugh.  

Well, on to... a bit more to eat, then what else is doable.  Good evening and day.