Almost spooky.

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I wanted to stay up.  Packages were to arrive.  I had a few beef stick snacks, and water, while playing a game and waiting.  The packages are supposed to have arrived, so I will check.  Before doing that, I wanted to test blood sugar.  Crazy, but after being 200 just a while ago, and eating beef sticks, just recently, blood sugar is... 125?  I... have candy up there, if it drops... and I can feel it.

Crazy.  I may back off the slow acting insulin as well.  Or... for a few days.  I may go to 35, instead of 38 cc's, and see if that makes it less... spooky.  If you have never had your blood sugar bottom out, you... don't know what you are missing.  I've been dead.  I have slowly drifted down into, and past, that line.  I know what it feels like, and that feels like death.  Scrambling out of it isn't easy, every.  It is the body failing.

I did my best not to use candy.  In the end, I had not choice.  And, I had to use it several times.  Wow.  Yea, I best be careful.  Good... afternoon, day, and night.