Hungry!

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I have eaten.  The rest of the roast, my original version of chia breakfast, and a new version in which I added butter, sour cream, salt, and pepper.  Oh, and fresh diced onion... with hot water to activate.  It was... rather... okay.  Should have been filling.  Carrots, the last of what I had.  Still so hungry!

I just can't figure out what... sardines.  Yes, hungry enough to perhaps have two cans of those.  So hungry, hungry all day.  Even right after eating.  Very strange.

Medicine is in, including slow acting insulin.  Blood sugar has been trending a bit high, mid 100s.  I have been using fast acting insulin, it just isn't doing much.  And, I don't want to, won't, risk taking higher doses.  Sardines and some water.  Nothing fancy, but it'll work.  Two cans though, very hungry.  Strange, haven't been able to eat for days.  I suppose it catches up.  Well, other than McDonalds calls.  But, that was about all I ate those days, so.

I turned the furnace up, finally.  I had it lower most of the day.  It... doesn't seem to matter.  Just thought I'd try to goose the locomotive just a bit.  Didn't help.  Would have done it earlier, but didn't think it was cold.  Tired, all day.  Even with the nap.  So... sardines, water, then just to bed, I guess.  All good.  Prayers, in there.  Sometimes that is all I have.  At least I do have that, finally.  Later.