Freezing.

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I had to turn the furnace up.  It had stayed around 70, all night, down here... with the windows open.  But shortly after opening the front door a crack, that all changed.  It had been 40, and dropped to 39, but still, that just wasn't much.  Inside, with just a bit extra air, the temp dropped to 64 or so?  Very strange.  No wind, to push the cold.  Just... it just got cold, fast.

I'm heating a few thin slices of the pork roast.  The oven will help.  The hot food will help.  Nothing extra, for now.  But... it will do.  I'd love gravy, just don't want extra work.  Tired and too cold to fuss.  It should help.  Will set up a fatted coffee before long too.  Can't believe how fast and far it dropped.

Oh, but... I think I was shown the real problem, or... one of them, the idea of the problem.  Yes, I... see.  I pay attention.  Surprised you don't get that yet.  Or, maybe you do, or try.  Not that I always have interest, but, yea.  Anyway, I see this, and will show and discuss it.

First.  That, even if understood nearly literally, isn't the issue.  I have always indicated that, however strange something is, if it shows a man and a woman, or even two women, for my part, that means straight.  Weird?  Odd?  Peculiar?  Aye, maybe.  But, it isn't what it might otherwise seem.  I am, indeed, on the stranger side.  But, not half so strange as some, nor in the way it might seem.  Codified, expressed within certain understandings.  I have probably been with far more women than you, far more than you might imagine.  Never with a man, not even once.  Not... my thing.

As well, that... isn't real.  In any way.  You should know that.

You ask the wrong questions, after all you have seen.  The she you think you see?  Is dead.  And, before that, never was.  Not... as you saw.  If anything, this is more what you are seeing, without understanding.  Oh well.  I... doubt if you will even understand this.  No coin for you.

*grins*

I... have done what I could.