Yet awake.

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I did get something that has been... languishing.  I cleared Sassy's litter boxes.  They were in pretty bad shape, but... surprisingly?  Not... as bad as I had thought, when I realized they haven't been cleaned in at least two weeks?  I've... just not been able to stay on top of things.  I do my best.  I... the heat has gotten to me.  Still, cleaned.  And, at the first of this next month, I will completely reset.  Still... rather amazing how clean they actually were.  Very, very strange.

Nearing seven, it is darker out there.  Partly cloudy, but very cloudy where the sun would be shining otherwise.  It is 61 out there, 73 in near the machine.  I have shut the upstairs down.  It was 72, but I only checked what is usually the cooler part of the room.  Odd that it is so warm, but... whatever.

Today is a special day.  I'll remember, I hope, to call before time passes.  I think I will be up for a goodly part of the day, into at least early afternoon.  Beside the call, I hope to get a few things more going.  As mentioned, dishes getting a hit, being moved aside, then a shower, and them back in to soak.  Maybe sweeping around the litter boxes.  And, again, with counters, the stove, and oven?  I can try.  Perhaps more, if possible.

While looking around, on the console, for new games, I found games I might be willing to buy.  Very inexpensive.  Pac-Man, and Galaxy... or such...  Games from when I was in highschool.  Only, you had to pay a quarter per game.  Bah!  Now?  Less than $2 for all the play you would want.  I may just do it.  Galaxy Attack... to be exact.  I bet one of my uncles a small fortune that I could beat him, Uncle Ray.  And, beat him I did.  I think he was surprised.  I didn't beat him by a bit, either.  Not sure I can still get to that.  What you could do while you were a kid just... things change.  Can find out though.

But... those are games I could play.  At least from time to time.  They do take it out of you though.

Strange how cool it can feel, and yet in the next room how warm it is.  Something strange, inside and out, these days.  I really do wonder if I am in purgatory.  Though, perhaps, I am just so ill that... things don't make sense.  How bad can a heart be, for how long, until things don't make sense.  The body just... I don't know... tries to shut down, but for whatever reason can't?  Even if I am not in purgatory, what is purgatory but an in-between place?  And, beyond any doubt, I am in an in-between place.  Perhaps not the spiritual one, or again, but a physical one.  Trust me, it's one or the other.  No worries, I know the direction, I will get there when allowed.  I will pray and abide until then.

Well... on to something or other.  Maybe I'll make those purchases, and then go on to play some, or watch a flick.  Who knows.  Have a great morning.  Prayers, warm thoughts, a side-ways grin, and some other things.  Be well, and later.

Hmm... yea?  I know.  I know.