Well, on to bed.

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I have been avoiding sleep.  I... know what awaits, or what may be there, again, tonight.  The first few nights are fine.  But... after a bit, it... gets tiring.  Problem is, I can't stay awake any longer.  So... I took some pain pills.  For what is, and for what may be.  Fear?  Yes, and... no.  I won't give up.  I may die in there, but that isn't the end.  It's the... drubbing... win, lose, or draw, that I am less interested in.

Still, it's time.  If you have it in you, a small prayer would be appreciated.  You need not believe, anything.  About which I write.  I don't need belief.  But a prayer would... be much appreciated.  Goodnight.