A difficult day.

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My heart, it hurts.  A cough, in there too.  A dry cough?  Sort of, dry and yet developing spit.  Not large amounts of phlegm, just... creating spit when I cough.  But, that hurts the heart more.  Strange.  Again, when I bend, feeding Sassy, or clearing her litter box, it feels like my heart is going to fall out of something.  A very strange thing.

It's not the worst I have felt.  But it is happening more frequently, and is in that "bad to worse" zone.  I am getting plenty of sleep.  Gaming is actually somehow improving bp.  Not by a lot.  Though it seems keeping busy, in whatever manner that I may, helps?  By the numbers, yes.  Though, is the stress doing damage?  Dunno, maybe.

Wow, just checked.  Average resting is 70, this last week.  Average high, for whatever that actually means, is 114.  Before I started back to gaming, bp was say 95 average resting, ~128 average highs.  It's not a lot, but it's enough to make it into nearly normal ranges.  Then why do I hurt?  No matter, I'll keep trying.

To be honest, I may go take a nap.  Never heard of anyone dying in their nap.  :p

Nearing the end of the final dlc, of Dark Souls 3.  Now, I have at least three bosses, between the two dlc's remaining to finish.  Not sure I can get one of the bosses.  Elden Rings was like that, though that wasn't a dlc boss I never could beat.  If it was an optional boss.  I finally just had to let it go.  No, they... just allow some to beat some bosses.  A bit of a lottery, if too, I think the "guides" are voicing Chinese, Vietnamese, or other foreigns who play for... whatever pennies they can get out of selling/trading the vids.  Pretty sure the guides aren't actually playing.  A few... cues give it away.  Some rare ones do, or mostly.  Most don't.

Oh, I best turn on the ac, and let it run, before trying to sleep.  I'll bet it's in the high 70s, or warmer, upstairs.