Stupid.

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I crashed, hard.  Thought the windows up there were closed.  They weren't.  Turned the ac on, little that did.  It was hot up there, when I woke.  Chest, whole torso really, feels like someone had been walking on me.  Even arms and legs are sore.  Strange.  Whatever.  I am awake.

Warm to hot down here.  Ac was turned on.  Windows were checked, and are closed.  I left the ac on upstairs as well, if I did close the windows.  I may end up back in bed.  The only reason I am not in bed now is because it hurts to recline.  So, I'm up, for a bit.

Sassy was fed, first thing.  I'm heating water for coffee, will reset her litter boxes when I go to make that.  I got her fresh water yesterday, five cups.  So she should be good until tomorrow.  I try to remember to change her water every other day, in this heat.  And, it's paying.  She had been becoming a bit disheveled.  Extra clean, and more, water, seems to help her help herself.

Dreams.  Lots of people expect more out of me.  Some still expect me to take on a wife.  Others want me still to have children.  Still others want me to figure out how to get a job.  I hear... the jabbering in my sleep.  Can try to explain things, but they wouldn't get it if they could?  Right.  Funny thing is, some of those people are in my exact same predicament.  They can't work.  And, even if they have a wife and kids, they aren't taking care of them as well as... is expected of healthy husbands and fathers.  They know.  Though, too, quite a few of them are divorcees, and are probably what I would call underemployed, even with professional degrees and licenses.  Not... sure what the fuss is about.

But, hey.  If you know of a younger woman, who would like to try to shake the genie out of the bottle?  Let her and me know.  If not?  Hush.  As for a job?  My job is living.  That's... as good as it gets.  The next stage is death.  I don't have much else I can rig.

I will try to get to some things today.  More laundry, a shower, dishes.  Little things.  And maybe not all that much.  But, that is as good as I have been able to do lately, and it is something.  I may be finished with the game.  I can't get two of the last three bosses, and don't want to do the last boss, because if I do that, then the help available for the most difficult boss won't be available.  So... time to start a new game.

Now, I did finish the main game.  I could restart that.  But that is more difficult than the first run.  And I just barely finished it.  What about trophies?  Hmm, might look over what is missing.  Might go do that.  As for going back and playing the first two games again?  I don't think so.  Burnout is really high with these games.  Maybe Fallout 4, from scratch?  I have game saves with, pretty much, everything.  Though, whether those crossed over into ps5 I don't know.  It's not as straightforward as it seems.

Though, if I could find an early game save, where I op (over-powered) a 'toon?  That might be good.  Plan to do that anyway.  It would simply save me some time in doing it now, again.  Coffee, and maybe something to eat.  Thawed meat overnight.  It may not yet be ready.  Chops, ribs, gizzards, and... something else.

I'm not hungry, but I know I should be.  I'll eat something, probably later when it cools off.