An oddly difficult night.

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Too warm.  Sure seems it.  While, at 1:30, it is finally down to 62 outside, it was slow to cool... seemed it.  And hotter than what the thermometer was reading.  Just one of those days.  I won't bark at that tree too much.  We have had a very easy summer.  A few days, even weeks, of hotter weather is half expected.  Half wanted.  Just to get some... hot days in so winter can be more appreciated.

I finally realized it was cool enough to open the house up.  Haven't opened the upstairs yet, perhaps if/when I go to bed?  Though, really?  If I open up, and go to bed this late, I'll be waking to a furnace.  No, I'll keep it shut down and ac on.  Downstairs?  I'll get it as cool from the outside as possible, before going on to bed.  But shut it all down before going on to bed.

Looks like I will be losing daylight.  But... that happens in deep summer, and often deep winter.  Though it can happen at any time.

You should have seen the... responses?  On y.t.  Not sure what happened, exactly.  I usually get between two and twelve vids on my feed.  For the last bit, it jumped to more like twenty.  And, then, after that last post?  Closer to fifty to seventy vids per click.  Strange.

And all over the place.  From anger, to resentments, to fondness.  A bunch I have never seen before, and from groups I haven't heard of, if within the realm of possibilities?  Some of them.  Listened to a few.  I'm not terribly experimental... to a degree.  If it looks like typical tweaker dance musac, or other forms of music I don't care for, or by musicians who are obvious ticket takers (to my notions), I just don't look.  Look for more independents.  Though... once they make it, they sell out just as damn fast as they can, these days.

No, I won't share anymore.  If some group shakes out in the future I'll... see.  Some suggesting I am sad.  Had to laugh.  I am not sad, or lonely.  Sure, a woman would be nice to have around the house.  Possibly.  Mostly.  But that isn't necessary, for my world to go on just as it has for... a very long time.  I don't need any more than I have, and could do with less.  But more, in some areas, would be, could be, welcome.  Mostly.  That's... all.

Just memories.  Fond and foul ones, recent and very old.  From various ages.  I have enjoyed a lot of feminine companionship, and appreciated much of it.  Just not enough to have kept it.  Or, she had other plans, or tried to be cute and I let her, or... other things.  Women can come in handy, and... more.

Well... on to looking around the web for a bit, as it cools.  I hope it cools.  Perhaps something to eat?  I thought about kipper snacks, but never right before bedtime.  Oh, and I always double bag the tins, and get those outside right away.  While I do enjoy them, they are... nasty.  If I got a woman, I'm sure she would require me to eat them outdoors.  And, I would.  I don't mind a woman having rules.  I'd have some of my own.  *grins*

Goodnight?  I hope so.