Up, late.

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I was to bed early enough to not have thought I would need more sleep.  Though, too, I was sitting in the heat for a bit too long.  Out in this front room it just didn't cool, and I got stuck here.  Sitting, reading, listening.  I think the heat just got to me.

I'm leaving the ac on upstairs, and turned the one on down here.  Just too hot.  Summer is finally here.  I think it was 87 when I checked, at around ten or nearing eleven?  I think so.  Fed Sassy, water should be heated for coffee though I think I'll have kefir first, then coffee after.

Gaming?  Yes, I think so.  Need to be in the cooler areas as well.  It is already 77 in this front room.  Would have been hotter, but the ac keeps it... tamped down a bit, even if it doesn't get here directly.  Ugh.

A shower before too long.  Maybe a shave.  I trimmed the whiskers yesterday, so shaving is more possible... today or tomorrow.  Dishes in, laundry started?  Can hope.  Something to eat?  Or... maybe go without for a day or two.  Maybe.

A woman, in my dreams.  One I know, miss.  It was... a pleasant dream.  I sort of... really... like women.  And really like the women I was with, even if it didn't work out.

A few... mellow... tunes.  Things I have watched.  I don't think I have shared them, until now.  Almost too mellow.  But, with women, sometimes... mellow is best?  When it isn't sex, or fighting, it's... mellow.  Almost too mellow.  I... get why they fight, need to fight.  I know why I fight.  Gotta.

The dream was of... mellow moments then, and mellow moments now.  If the 'now' was, is, a fiction.  Still, a pleasant one.  Not all mellow moments are empty.  Sometimes, as in the dream(s), they are wonderful.  Quiet.  Building to sexy.  Being shy, and the other things we are.  For moments.  Almost... being friends, for a little while.  Loverly.