Up very early.

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But why?  It felt like someone was here.  Someone I knew.  To be honest, I was sure a real person was in my home.  Sounds?  Just the feel?  It didn't feel like a dangerous... person?  But, yet, I didn't like the feeling.  So, up.  But it wasn't just that.  It was... time to wake?

My body seemed ready.  Rested?  Enough, it seems/seemed?  It felt like time to wake up.  As if mom had made breakfast, before school.  Or one of my women had or was making something to eat, when younger.  Something... strange.

Of course, there was no food.  But, too, no one was here, or in here, or could or would have been.  The place was shut up tight as a barrel.  It is 64 out, so I opened everything up, shut down ac, if I left some fans going.  Air in, through, and out, is the goal.  It doesn't feel all that cool?  But, that's... what I have to work with.  I am sure it will feel cooler, in time.

Why am I feeling so warm?  Now, the ac's are helping, a lot.  But, it feels warmer than the numbers.  Humidity, out there?  Maybe.  Ah, hurricane, pushing things.  Okay.  And, yes, that sort of flushes out a lot of hotter air before it, before it gets to cooling air?  Especially this time of year.  But, this is a weird thing, and an odd duck year to start.  So... it'll just be what it is.  But, I have the place open, and, hopefully, cooling a bit.

Water and pills went down.  I still haven't called the VA.  Don't expect much from them even this year.  If they can get me signed back up, it'll be... a year or two?  Maybe.  Medicine before that?  Maybe, or not.  Difficult to know, with them.  And, I'd like to see about dental and vision too.  If they can't get me in for a year or two there, I may see about a local temporary visit.  Just for cleaning and scripts.

Ah, it's still a weekday.  I might be able to call even today, if I can get around to it.  I'd like to get to town, do some shopping.  Wanted a few things, for a while now.  Coffee, fresh.  I got milk, through the help of another.  But didn't want to burden him with a dozen things.  Just... what I absolutely needed, to keep my food production, that of kefir, going.

Kefir is going well.  But there is a reason I wouldn't want to use storebought milk for the long term.  Getting growths, mold/bacteria.  Having to change the jars after just a few days to a week, even with great care.  That doesn't happen with raw milk.  Their own growing things, which are good for people, keep foreign things out.  Not so sterilized storebought milk.  Especially in high summer.

Oh, but... there was more to dreaming... sensing... someone was down here.  It truly seemed like she was sleeping with me.  That warm presence.  When she would sleep just out of reach, but within body warmth sharing?  It's a peaceable sleeping environment, mostly.  Gives me a wood, often enough, though, too.  It's... what women do.  Whether they want it, like it, mean it, or not.  I didn't even mind waking, in the end, alone.  I didn't get sex every time I wanted it, would just fish for it from time to time when triggered.  Trigger warning!  Not.  She never warned.  :p

Strange days.  But all good.  Hoping it cools well before the day really starts.  Probably going to be another hot one.  Summer, as noted, is back.  Now just to dig in, try to stay cool, and make it through to the other side.