Cooler.

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It was just hitting 80 a bit before 18:00.  Must have been warm.  Not really hot, but it was cooling by then.  Last time I checked, it was 68 out there, so I opened up.  It's down to 64.  Or... was an hour ago?  Right... I... lost track.  Anyway, I opened up up and down stairs, and it is cooling indoors.

I also started taking care of some dishes.  Mostly inside.  But one pot had been left, with... something in it.  Something that has turned quite awful.  I added hot water and am leaving it out to... do a bit of something.  Then I'll sort it out, maybe add soap and hot water, and leave it outside again.  After scraping out what of the goop I can.  Ugh.  As well, I set up three dishpans.  All good.

I may get to bed early tonight.  Earlier.  Maybe?  If possible, I'll hit the dishes, set them aside, take a shower, do a bit more gaming, then be on to bed.  I might even set up a load of whites for in the morning.  Don't want to run them tonight, too risky that I might forget them for a few days.  If I start them in the morning, or what passes for the morning, I usually carry on through.

Blood sugar was 140, then 150 just now, tonight, and 166 weekly average (which is just the average for the last three or four days).  Not great, but improving... slowly.  I have one more test strip, so I burned my second to last one.  I just wanted one for tomorrow.  I may have more around, can't be sure.  It's an old tester, either the ones the VA used before, or one I bought on my own when we they were refusing treatment for some other reason.  So, finding old test strips might be a trick.  Or... not.  A quick look is all.  I can't dig through mountains of stuff.  Not up to it, or I'd find the submarine paperwork too.  Could look for that a bit, get started.

Oh, so tired from the push and run that I forgot meds for a day or so.  Back on them.  Missed at least last night and this morning.  Did I take them the morning I went in?  I doubt it.  Had to push through.  And... never really slept, so never really had a morning, wouldn't have remembered to take them.

Music, I think thought at me, from... folk.  Something about actually listening to what I said, and then... having seen music here?  Some of it was new, some of it was old, some of it... I'm not sure.  One I put into a form I prefer.  But, I think it is from them.  Whether as gaffs, or... other... that I cannot say.

Not from the one I would have thought?  I think.  An appreciation?

Or laugh?

This, is... from the one I think.  I think.  No doubt.  Not a joke.

If not more than a... soft sort of flirt?

This, too, was a form of flirt.  Offered in a slightly different format, I fifh.

As to these days?

I am not sure if this was... something suggested, though.  Or a form of response, that happens when other inputs collide.  Never absolutely sure.  But... I like... the idea.  It is how I have set things, sorted things, do things.  A new way, clean.  And clean unless the right things happen.  So be it.