Don't know.

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Digging deep, going hard.  Whoever is watching is playing tight.

Okay.  I'm always in the mood.

Hardcore?  Laughing at the notion?  Accepting it?  I don't know.  But... these are a small smattering of what is appearing.  Other than being uncertain as to the idea behind it, I... don't mind the pain.  Or joy.  Those are closer to my life than you might imagine.  Enjoy?  Lived.  Well, hard, lived.  Hopefully improved, from or in spite of some of those things.  But... what was, was... is.  

It, they, just doesn't have to follow me into the future.  Or... all the way into the future.  I do wonder that I was called, and why I was called.  I have no doubt Who called.  You don't call a mountain, because you wish to skip stones.  You don't call Death, or War, because you want peace.  A season for all things.  My season is coming.

But, know God and worry not.  If you know God truly, your life is already forfeit.  Your life, here, isn't he concern.  Merely a duty to manage... until it is not.  Fear not, look to God.  Don't let this place distract you.  And you cannot lose even though you cannot win.  Amen.