A difficult day.

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Can't quite understand.  I am dizzy, really dizzy.  I can keep my feet under me, but I feel ill from it, almost seasick sort of ill.

I check blood sugar and bp.  At 129, blood sugar isn't great, but it's not too bad.  Higher than it should be, but that comes from eating incorrectly, and several times in a row... three times, every other or third day.  Yeah.  BP was a bit high, on the first check, at 167/100 with a pulse of 79.  The second reading was 144/100, same pulse.  But that was with almost no effort, other than changing arms.  So, while not great, not all that bad.

I have eaten.  Had coffee.  Took medicine.  I'm warm enough.  Dressed warmly enough.  Nothing should be wrong.  But it is.  Oh well.  I'll try to stay awake to 17:00, then go on to bed.  Another hour and a half and I can call it a night.

My mother did get the gifts.  Needed help opening the package.  But she was pleased with the items.  And, she has a favorite, right out the gate.  Chrystal noir?  Or some such.  I asked her to pick two, as her favorites.  She'll have to think on it.  Gives her something to do, and me something to buy... in the future.  Plus, it's a fun game.

It took a bit, but it got there.  Ordered twice.  One package just... somewhere, in package limbo.  A reorder, but still there, in and on time.  It's as good as I can do.

I need to take nigh medicine already.  But a bit nervous about taking it.  Is it medicine, that has me dizzy?  Shouldn't be.  Taking so very little.  Adding minerals to my diet.  No pain pills today, so that wouldn't have done it.  Nausea.  I had half a steak from last night.  And, yes, those are fatty.  And, lately, that has been getting to me.  But just half a steak.

Maybe I am drinking too much coffee?  And this batch is really fresh.  Maybe that is it?  Bah.  I'll have another anyway.  Coffee wouldn't make someone dizzy, would it?  I drink darker roasts, which have less caffeine.  Hmm... I just don't know.  Later, or more likely goodnight.