Finally, food.

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It wasn't perfect.  Beans and beef, with cheese, sour cream, salt, and hot spice.  The beans and beef were simply mixed with shredded cheddar, some water, covered gently, and microwaved.  Then spiced rather hotly, or you would think so.  Then sour cream was added.

I was so hungry.  It has been days.  Even if blood sugar is running high, it isn't from calories, fat, protein, or even much of a carb count.  I doubt if I have had even thirty carbs a day, if... that doesn't seem to matter.  Blood sugar is outrageous, again.  Well, over two hundred.  Just, but... and early and late today.  Beans, probably, kept it up tonight.  I'm starting to think my food or drink has been tampered with?  Could be.  This should not be a problem, strictly by diet.  Trying to force me onto diabetes medicine?  I won't do it.

The thing is, I was able to work some things out and make a meal I could eat.  Something I was having huge problems with, until today.  I figure, if I do a bit of work, I can make carnivore work, again.  Not sure if it was simply that I couldn't eat.  Now I can?  Or, if putting the food together, just right, made it edible this time?  Probably the former.  I think I tried this meal, or close to it, before.  Just couldn't eat.

Now, to get food back in the queue.  I need to thaw some things, and toss some things.  I just never got to the chicken.  But, there is a reasonable chance, being parts, that it wouldn't have been good.  Made it difficult to even try.  That will go out with the next batch to the barrel.  But, thawing some meat tonight will be good.

Steak, burger, chops, the whole chicken, and a roast if I have a chuck roast.  Or... two to four of those.  Smaller if more.  I am hungry, and was able to eat.  I think I can continue.  Should be thawed well enough, something or more, for tomorrow.  We'll see if blood sugar comes down.  Very strange.  Though... I've... not be eating truly carnivore, or even keto.  I suppose, beside numbers, there are the portions.  We'll see.

My mother suggested she might be sending some Christmas goodies.  Fudge?  With walnuts?  Chocolate chip cookies?  Ginger snaps?  I told her, if she bothered, not to go low-carb, or sugar free, or such.  It... doesn't, honestly, seem to matter.  The zero carb sugars are just as bad for me as sugar.  Maybe worse?  Ugh.  Certainly don't seem to be worse.  And, the high blood sugar doesn't last as long with sugar?  Can't win for losing.  So... if that arrives?  So be it.

Another fatted coffee.  Then a shower.  Then on to bed?  Maybe.  Later, or goodnight.