Oh, ouch.

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Achy.  Mostly upper body, bones, joints, such.  Shoulders, neck, upper back, all just... out of sorts.  Not too terribly off, but enough, and in enough areas, to make it a rough day.

Couldn't wake until just a bit before 13:00.  Tried.  Had the alarms set for five and seven.  Then started waking around 9:40 or so.  Just never made it any of those times.  Wanted to get up early.  Was hoping to make it to the invitation. It simply wasn't going to happen, didn't happen.

Was hoping to make it, and be ready to make it tomorrow, to my church.  But, it... just... isn't going to happen.

Part of it is food.  I can't eat.  Even adding carbs isn't helping.  I just can't take in many calories.  Something is off, for now.  I sort of trapped myself.  At this point, I just can't eat food without becoming ill.  Or at least feeling quite ill.  I will keep up on minderals, may add vitamins back in.  Drink plenty of water and some fatted coffee but even that has to be limited to one or two a day, and at the cut rate portions.  I tried to add more of that, to replace actual food, but that didn't work either.  One, or two, small doses a day.  That's it for that.

Further, I cut the flavored water, as that was... proving to be a problem as well.  Just... plain, if carbonated, water.  That's that.  I sort of, I think, trapped myself.  By just eating meat, and probably not producing enough, or thin enough, bile, my body is stuck unable to eat... anything now it seems.

On the good side?  I don't actually need to eat.  I just want to eat.  I should keep up on vitamins and minerals. And, when I don't eat much for long, I need to track bp much more closely, and probably stop taking medication... save the waterpills and potassium.  That, though, I can sort of balance by appearances and feel.  Too much bloating, and two pills, less... one.  And, if it gets to feel too dry, none.  Potassium is taken one per waterpill.  And, that seems to work.  No longer on the edge of extinction for that measure.

I wasn't able to get to laundry yesterday.  I just couldn't.  Couldn't stand, couldn't work, couldn't even get to bed when I wished it.  Just zombied through the latter two thirds of the day.  Did get a shower in.  Trimmed whiskers.  Hoping to get some laundry going today.  And, maybe, another shower and some of the dishes?  Who knows.  It's the hope.

I will take medicine today.  But be checking it.  I'll be consuming some milk, something I can eat.  But I only ordered one of those.  Just... to... have something... for a bit.  It'll mess up blood sugar, so I shouldn't.  But I... so want... something.  Hmm, eggs?  I'll check those.  Those, boiled, I may be able to eat.  Soft foods, easy to digest.  Without too much fat, or harder fats?  Will find out, I hope... if I can get to boiling them.

Well... on to looking around, and my day.  Good day.