Well?

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So tired.  Not sure I will get to much.  Would rather just go back to bed, but want to try to stay up until... later.  It's 15:20, so... I could go to bed.  Would like to make it to 18:00, 18:30...  Longer?  I'll just have to see.

Hungry?  Yes, but my gut is in a knot, so putting food in just doesn't seem... likely.  I have burger and beans.  But not interested.  Fatty food doesn't sound good, carbs don't sound good, veggies don't sound tasty.  Having trouble just taking down fluids, coffee, water, whatnot.  Just... not... able?  The body doesn't want... anything.  It'll get some fluids, like it or not.

Haven't eaten in two days?  At least one and a half, and blood sugar is 195 fasting?  Stupid thing.  Must be from illness?  Strange, but whatever.  Haven't checked blood pressure in a bit, but it was running a bit high.  Haven't been taking medicine regularly, or... such.  Oh well.  I did find the better bp cup, the one with memory, and a running average.  Though I think the batteries in that one are running low too.  Hmm, I may just pull the fresh batteries from the lessor one.  To keep that one dry, as an emergceny backup?  Whatever.

The only thing I ate, recently, that would raise blood sugar was the milk I drank.  But that was gone yesterday morning, or the morning before.  Very odd.

Yea.  On to... a bit more time up.  I'd sure like something.  Pudding would be great.  If it didn't have sugar.  Though, at this point, that might be worth it.  If it was otherwise homemade?  Cottage cheese would be good.  Custard would be superior.  I... may see if I can figure out how to make that.  And, I could make that with sugar replacements that, while they don't work raw, seem to not be a blood sugar problem when cooked.  Very odd, how things work.

Yes, a custard.  Today, or tomorrow.  So soft on the stomach.  So easy to eat.  Digests easily.  Loverly food... for when the body isn't able, but yet is so hungry.

Later.  Have a good day.  Just because a friend is down, doesn't mean you should be.  For a fact, be up, for your down friend.  I, for one, would much appreciate knowing my people are doing well.  More so when I am not.  Good day indeed.