Hmm?

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I was having problems in the game.  I was playing a portion of the game, which is on a timer.  Days, to play a segment.  Eleven days?  Or so I thought it said, to start.  But it ended up being more like six or seven days?  You had to do things, find these types of creatures, scan various animals, planet types, etc.  And, visit five specific locations.

The problem is, it was nearing timing out.  And I hadn't found the fifth spot.  On and on, in the space game, I ported around.  Following a path?  To nowhere it seemed.  And, really, it was leading me to nowhere.  It seems, if you pass it by accident, or such... just don't see the maker on your travels, it will never lead you back.

Since I felt I would never get back there, I decided to go back to a previous area, and redo some of the much earlier pathing.  And, lo and behold?  I found it.  Ugh!  I spent the last three days flying from somewhere to nowhere!  You would think the f'ing game would lead you back around.  But, no.  No indeed.  It just sends you to nowhere.  Glad I gave up on their way.

It is fun, when it isn't broken.  Sometimes I think it just doesn't show the markers.  Sometimes it is easy to miss... if you are late in the night, or such.  But... I... got this.  And, yes, success is fine.

After that, I finally decided to check my bp.  I've... been... afraid to check it.  For a goodly bit of time, I was missing medicine.  Half the doses for the day, or the whole day.  Sometimes multiple days.  Then, I... got back on.  I was hitting it pretty hard, if still compared to what I was doing before carnivore, gently?  Right.  A lot less now, but a lot more than... had become necessary.

Then, these last few days, I cut it to my new normal.  Or nearing it.  Still, It's only been four or five days of regularly taking medicine.  So, I wasn't sure it had... worked, yet.  I didn't want to.  But... I did.  Then, the device?  It seemed to be going WAY high.  I was really worried.  Still, I just... closed my eyes, let it do it's thing, and... was going to just take it.  And it was... 132/82, with a pulse of 75?  Hahaha!  All that worry, even during the test, and... that is... very very good.  I can back off just a bit more.

So, in the last few days, blood sugar is to 94 fasting, weight is to 246.2, and bp is 132/82 with a pulse of 75?  Okay.  I... can do that.  And, I... am handling the diet a bit better, and beginning to work.  Eating and drinking pretty regular items.  Wow.  I was afraid of all of it, and didn't need to be, it turns out.  For now.  I've had the bp there, before, recently.  But the blood sugar is the lowest fasting blood sugar I have had since becoming ill, and the weight is the lowest I've had since sometime in late 1987, or early 1988.  Wow.

Though I am pretty shot today.  The game, work, else, has taken a toll.  So I may not get to much else today.  The only things I really want to sort out are recycling and trash, from the house to the bins.  And the bins to the curb.  I may just take them all out, not worry if today is the day.  Just... get them out, in case.  I know it's trash day, recycling is every other week.  Ugh.

Yea.  Oh, and the hot spices?  Tasty.  But it's been a while.  They are cleaning me out good and solid.  Ugh.  But worth it.  I absolutely love hot food.  Oh, and I am only eating, say, a cup, maybe two all told, between meat, sour cream, and cheese?  That's... it.  For the whole day.  And, it's easy.  Crazy.  Or half a steak.  The world has definitely improved.