Why so late?

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Sure, two nights ago I went to bed at three, so waking at ten thirty made sense.  But last night I was tucked in by 22:30.  Still, waking at ten thirty, and just barely.  It was a struggle.  And I hurt.  Gaming too much?  Maybe.  That'll take it out of me, just as if working.  Which... is why I don't work.  I can't.  So, this will take care of itself, shortly.

I wondered if it was cold.  Looked out.  Huge clumps of snow coming down.  Looks like fake snow, to be honest.  But I'm... pretty sure they can't do that scale of fakery, even if they made a hell of a racket.  It's just too big of an area to fake that.  Besides, just to make sure, I went out and looked.  Sure looks like fake snow, the closer you get the more fake it looks.  It's about 31 out there.  Some drips, but that may be just from the warmth of the house and the new soft snow.  I think it's on the frozen side of that.  And, it looks like we got another four to six inches.  Which is stacking right on top of the rest.  We have eight to twelve inches on the ground, again, after it almost going away completely.

Pretty, though.  Gorgeous.

Oh, when I was dead, for a bit, the longest time?  I did hear someone say "please".  But I always thought that was from a conversation they were having within their group.  Like pointing at a tool, but saying please but nothing else.  But, after seeing that vid, I... wonder.  I just didn't think they, or anyone, cared.  And, maybe still they didn't.  It was just... for their own sake.  If they knew my family, it wouldn't have been for them either.  No one, at the time, wanted me alive.  Broken people are considered disgusting.  And, my family is particularly cruel about some things.

Heard nothing from my friend, after that first session.  Oh well.  I guess that was it.  Hopefully I got all the coop traits needed.  I'll look that up shortly.  If so, all good, I guess.

Coffee!  Water is heating.  Should be ready to set up.  I'll start the game, then tinker with the french press.  Do my magic on the process.  Then play for a while.  A bit sore, tired, and such this morning.  Had to redo the bandages, but not for the wounds.  The wrapping got all messed up last night.

The wound has filled in.  It is, mostly, flush with the skin.  As such, I may do dry bandaging for a while, let it scab, and see if that... helps at this point.  I can always get the scab off, in a few days, with ointment and/or showering.  So... yeah.  With the wound flush, now a scab might be a good thing.  Will find out.  And the other wound, probably generated from bandaging frequently, is healing very well too.

I was definitely getting worried.  But... maybe it will work out.

Got a call from my primaries office.  They think Ogden would work.  No.  They won't pay for that travel either.  And, if I had to pick a poison, it would be SLC.  Not much more expensive for travel.  But, at the Ogden clinic, they had a woman doctor try to push me into heart surgery.  Tried to say I had arrhythmia or some such, and pulled in a nurses aid to listen too, to "prove" I had it.  That sort of incompetent feminist typical medical sloppery isn't tolerated.  So, I'll have to call back and reset with him.  Or, find a place in Logan they will let me go.  Ogden won't work.  They are even worse.  But... I may just have to skip.  As I wont' go to SLC now.  It's not a safe place to even visit.

Oh, and there are some other appointments I need to cancel.  Ugh.  Later.