A good sleep.

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A fine awakening.  Down at 16:30, awake at midnight... well... five to.  I stayed down until 1:30, with some effort.  Finally had to wake, get up, get going.  I left the window open a solid crack, say a third, quarter, the way up.  It was 56, outside, when I went to bed.  But a cold 56?  Strange how 46 can seem warmer than some 56 F days, nights.

The air was good.  Fresh, nice.  Then I shut it about when I woke up.  Give or take fifteen minutes?  Memory, while sleeping, even right when waking, is... cloudy.  Still, got a better night sleep, with fresh air coming in.  And, strangely, it was warmer.  Usually it is 59, lately, up there.  With the window open?  64.  Though, maybe, even with the door shut, it pulls heat up and through?  Don't know.

Blood sugar is 106 fasting this morning.  Nice.  Very nice.  It would be good to see it drop into the 80 to 100 range, and stay there most of the day.  But... this... I won't complain.  Or worry.  Just to be back in more or less healthy numbers is good enough.

Well?  Life is okay.  I am going through serious pains as my body gets used to having less fat, but not quite enough less to...  I'm in a 'tweener stage, between very obese and normal.  And it hurts to be here.  Plus, water retention is throwing things off, more so than that did when I had enough fat, and a body used to being fat, to counter that.

It feels like a spear going through me.  Makes me want to slouch.  Which I fight with all that I have.  Which... increases the pain.  I... won't relent, give in to the pain, quit.  I'll just keep working on the water removal.  I... had stopped wearing compression socks.  Back to it today.  That, along with the extra waterpills, should fix this posthaste.

I reset laundry.  It had... sat... for a while.  I washed it yesterday, to give it a first refresh, and am hitting it again today.  I'll dry it shortly.  Then I'll hit the dishes, reset those, and begin clearing and cleaning the freezer top.  I have meat thawing, or thawed.  So... yeah.  Trying to get back to it.

On to a bit of gaming, with my morning coffee.  Then to work, later.  Oh, and trash needs to go.  Not much to take.  But can put some things in, that wouldn't normally be considered trash, but are?  Something.  Later.