Nausea.

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Back.  Not from food, or such, this time.  Just from the various pains.  It's all adding up to create nausea.  Well, and dizziness, along with a few other things.  All I can do is suffer through it, for now.

I keep receiving calls, for more appointments.  It difficult to stay on top of these things.  One of the things I will need to call back about.  I have the time, and date, and address or roughly.  But I don't know what clinic, the name of the center, and it isn't one I would know.  I also don't have their phone number.  Radiology?  By why several towns over?

They also tried to set me up with an appointment too far over, closer to SLC.  I said no.  I won't drive that far.  I simply can't afford the travel, will have to go without if that is the option.  Already paying a large amount for the more local travel.  I just won't add thirty to forty travel, can't afford it.  Yes, travel expense can make it so that I won't get medical care.  Then again, I just recently had one of what they were trying to get me to do.  I don't need such a procedure more than once every few years... certainly not once a year, definitely not once every three to six months.  Nope.

They are pushing too many things.  I even want to check on this radiology apointment.  If it is for the bruise?  I think they did that.  She didn't know what it was about.  And it is further out, too.  I just can't afford that much travel, especially if it isn't necessary.  I don't need a second opinion for something that isn't in doubt.

Ugh.  Especially as horrible as I feel.  I don't want to have to shower, get dressed, drive a long way, and pay for the fuel too.  I... just... want to rest.  As much as possible.  Especially with the nausea, dizziness, pain, and else.  Looks like they are seeing green's fees.  Just like at the VA.  It's just a business, they just want their money.  They don't care about us.  Ugh.

Anyway... I'd better get ahold of people, and sort these things out.  Wound care, sure.  Orthopedic, yes... the knee and ankle are very rough, and hip.  Physical therapy?  Maybe, if they think it is necessary and could help.  But double dipping, extra reviews of what has just been done, and else?  No.

Ah, and I need to remember to turn the heat up.  And... get the appointments I am sure about into the schedule.  To help remember.  So easy to forget, especially when everything hurts, the body feels so cold, and I am so tired while trying to sort out life in pain.

I need a shower, but am almost afraid of getting in and out.  Just a bit shaky, and the parts that need to bend in order to get in there aren't steady.  I'll... keep trying though.  Later.