Wouch.

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Have you ever thought you were friends with someone, for years... only to find out you aren't?  For their part.  In any way, it seems?  Stings.  At least I can still feel.  What was that, turn the other cheek?  So be it.

No, friendships aren't deserved.  That is true.  And... some of us are nearly impossible to be friends with, at best a friend you wouldn't want, as lyrics from a favorite song might suggest.  And I can be, am, brutal.

But to have thought we were friends for... a decade, and more, at this point?  I'll have to work on figuring things out.  Good to know, though.

I can't but take it personal.  Though, that I didn't sort it out before now?  I wasn't really told, in any way.  Or given hints.  Until I was, am, informed.  Okay.  Still, it is what it is.  Just, it stings more than I thought it might.  Things are simplified, for it, though.  All good.

Just wanted to write it.  It's how I do some things.

No rant.  No anger.  A little dissapointed that I allowed myself to think something like that though.  I should have known better.  I really should have.

A bit more gaming, to sort some things.  Then I'll try to be to bed early tonight.  It's cool, out and in.  The storms are passing.  Sometimes clear, but the cold from things remains, for the season.  Lots of rain.  And cold.  Yet I am sleeping warmly, even in the cool to nearly cold nights.  Good night.

It... wasn't me, as the friend, this time.  *grins*