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Just a little longer, if at all possible. Another hour? So tired. Maybe not. Still, even to this time, it is good. Sore, and all else as this morning. If too with a bit of a headache.
People seem to have called me out on my dream. Which, fine. I thought it would slide, with quiet understood room for... some fibbing of a sort or three. Women have to understand why some lies must stand. Men understand things, logically, when explained. Women know damned well, at a visceral level, that the truth cannot be told because some people don't understand... anything!
Now, women can't tell me everything either, for the same reason. It's just... my queue is slightly different, so that I understand things they thought only they could. If even then, while I can empathize, it has to be from a distance. Swimming with sharks, and such. The hints women try to give, or I do. But women, at times, are as clueless as men... in some... ways. Ugh.
Never mind. So... the responses have given me a headache. I developed a post about it. But... won't print. Thinking on it. May put it out, for a bit, sometime... or other. Then pull it. Then put it back up later yet more permanently. I... like to... keep things here, for my purposes. And, eventually, for those you just must peak and look. Just... not today, or yet.
I've already been spewing far too much psychic gossip, or... notions... Going a bit deep, or not, based on dreams and responses? Who knows.
Oh... I had to dry things a bit longer. That should be done, so I can put the whites in. And... tomorrow, start another load of darks. Later, or good night most likely.
I'm picking up what you're putting down, thank you and goodnight.
ReplyDeleteGoodnight... everyone is back home , no-one said goodnight... I sit here by myself...ignored... and they wonder why I DRANK... I really WANT a drink NOW!
ReplyDeleteAin't happening... but...I'm going to bed. 'night.
Yes, it's... a strange world. Some people live in a very linear fashion, no clue. If they listen, sometimes they can hear?
ReplyDeleteHmm, I feel bad for you. The world is trying to separate us. Do what you can, say good night for your sake, and theirs. Let them know you care. And leave it at that?
Oh, I'm not... pointing fingers, or just at others. I... fail here, too. From politics to religion... or the privatizing of religion. Things that shouldn't get in the way, do. Not just their fault.
Keep trying. If it wasn't love? It wouldn't hurt. So... keep at it. On the good side? We all get to die, eventually. :) Until then, suffer well, love even better, especially when it hurts.
Oh, when I get a want for a stiff snack in the nose, I add electrolytes, apple cider vinegar, and water. It's my... bourbon, or scotch, replacement. And, oddly? It does really well, especially when a bit stiff, without tempting me back to the real stuff. Just a thought.
Oh, and carbonated waters, by the fistful, if beer seems more interesting. I'd bet red or white wine vinegar, in plain carbonated water, with or without electrolytes, might skinny like wine. Not fine, but... when your in the bottle... I only ever started with gooder wine, then went to the cheaper by degrees. Usually.
Just some thoughts.