Almost to midnight.

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I made it into the afternoon... 14:00, 14:30?  Not 15:00, beyond 13:30 certainly.  If, as mentioned, I was technically already asleep.  Still, only eight hoursish down.  Annoying, but at least the downtime is shifting, if I can't sleep more.  I'd really like ten to twelve hours of sleep a few days in a row.  That would be nice.  I feel the need, just don't have the means.

A vid keeps popping.  She knows, some things.  We... have had moments, where we feared and were disgusted with each other.  We have considered hating each other.  But, while we have... reasons for some of those ideas, they aren't truths.  Moments, gaining understandings... about ourselves, and each other.  Cow*!  Pig!  Accidents happen?

(A woman was driving fast.  A man came around a blind turn, going fast, and weaving.  Nearly hitting the woman's car.  As he passes, he yells "Cow"!  The woman, already angry at the man for his poor driving and excessive speed, shouts out "Pig"!  As she corners into the straightaway, and can see clearly, she almost hits... the cow.)  -  It works both ways.

Oh, I've thought of her.  Some of her darkness is true.  As is some of mine.  Not all is... for as it seems.  Women... have to be mean, or they would... they just have to be.  And, sometimes, even with their lover.  And, I, sometimes, have to do hard things.  She doesn't always understand, not being the protector portion of the alliance.  But, yes.  And, sometimes, if she is pushing or pulling while danger approaches?  Sure... I can kill.  Groups.  The thing is, I don't want to kill groups.  Don't put me in a spot where I might have to, I'll get grumpy leading up to it.  Learn to read my warnings, we can argue about the truth of the matter later.

Proving she is horny, too?  Look.  Everyone wants to be a pure little princess.  But... that isn't the truth.  Good for gaming an evening, or even taking some time off.  But... not... a truth.  Make me your villain.  If so, don't expect me to be your good guy too, always.  Or, change my perception at the snap of fingers... or a bra.  *grins*

Yes... yes... I... keep seeing this pop.  In several places.  So, okay.  I think she... realizes more, now?  I do, but I... always did.  *smiles*

On to... a shower, coffee first through, and laundry, more laundry.  Perhaps a shave, with the whiskers taken down and after a shower?  Maybe.

Oh, and this would be my side of things?  In... some ways, moments.

And... this one?  We... take turns.  Little biter.  :p

Later.