Friday, December 13, 2024

Good.

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Looks like things are going to move forward.  I can't remember when I woke up, though I am thinking 21:30, roughly, if well.

My feet felt slightly afire, and cold, but were neither.  Not sure what the problem is.  They are room temperature or warmer.  Just... one of those things.

A shower shortly.  I'll restart the dryer, for a final spin with whatever is in there.  Then either start another load, or... put anything that might be in the washer into the dryer?  I'm not sure, but I think I put that last load into the dryer without adding another wash.  Not sure there is enough for another load?  Oh, maybe whites.  Maybe.

Sleep has been good.  Warm.  Though could be warmer.  Sure looking forward to the arrival of hot water bottles.  Just one, if soon.  Hopefully tomorrow, but... can never tell.  They try to have it hear before they say it will arrive.  Often yes, sometimes no, and sometimes it just disappears.  Pretty rare, that latter, but it happens.  Never can be certain.

Coffee.  Maybe another?  Or a tea.  I have been practicing with the tea, to a degree.  I don't have a good way to cool off the water in such a way that I can hit the temp I want, and know it in time to use it.  The last electric kettle died.  I had another.  I bought two, only used one.  Since it worked, I didn't end up using the other.  Now I can't find it.  

It might be around, somewhere.  Or someone may have walked off with it.  Still having things disappear, just not in quite the volume, variety, and frequency of the past.  While I really don't like it, less is better than more, for what that is worth.  Now it is more like a neighbor who happens to be out of some small thing, taking what they know I have.  Not someone almost literally living off me.  Yes, I do know.

A shower shortly.  Trimming whiskers, first.  A shave after, if at all possible.  Dressing warmly after I dry.  I hate having my feet get soggy by putting them in too soon after showering.  Though procrastination ends with my feet and legs turning into the sensed semblances of icicles or such.

Someone is really going back through posts.  To the origin, even, of the "Legend, Lore, Myth" tag.  And... many others.  Some more or less serious, according to how most folk see things?  I just... write, show, tell?  I don't... worry.  I don't even worry about belief, how can I when I don't, can't, always believe myself?  That... isn't... always the point.  The truth, but the best I can do is attempt to staple it to the asses of some of my presentations.  Is it in there?  I hope so, the... will, intent... is for it to be.  We... all fall flat, fail, flail around for more than we can grok.  Still, I... write.  So it is.

I have been enjoying looking at some of the things I have written, posted, reading some, watching some, listening some.  Meh.  Doomsters do as Doomsters do, and one does it where whispers linger.  *grins*

Yes, on to a shower, and dressing warmly.  Eating, something, maybe.  On the good side, I should have food tomorrow.  Steaks of two types, I hope, chops maybe, perhaps lamb.  Going in on meat.  Not... a lot, save for steak.  But just... bits and parts of others.  Oh, and some of those treats, carnivore type treats, I found last time.  But, with meats on hand, I shouldn't overeat those.  They were quite good, didn't cause problems, offered small little discrete meals when I couldn't cook, and... yeah... were clean to the bone and that showed on the blood sugar reader.

But... just a bit more looking, before I get back to things.  Later.


4 comments:

  1. Someone else diving deep? You saw, I'm still marching into 2008, That 2014 post is both in my past and future at the same time. What, he said it's all relative...

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  2. Not so much relative, save that is an easier way to explain it. More that the past, now, and the future aren't separated, save on this side of the veil of tears. And... I think God, every day, for that gift. Something He didn't have when He became God. No time, space, physicality, and some other things. Even death, given some understandings, is a gift.

    So... there.

    As to others? I'd... say... a few others. Like... four times my usual visitors for... a while now. Stirred a hornets nest, or attracted a bunch of humming birds. Looking for nectar, or something else, and many, many, many.

    Which is fine by me, for good or ill. Or... it's a bot. A busy one, if with targeted searches. I can't even search my own site. Others, it seems, can. Or already had the place sighted in, and goes digging when... some cue summons them? Dunno. Lots of visitors. For good or ill is not my... problem. Even if it becomes said? *grins*

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  3. I know you know I have no ulterior motives (I hope) "Just surfin' the web brah".
    Strange I haven't dove in a few weeks, then I dive deep and you see more traffic? Who would be looking at me looking at you???!!!
    From the first comment, I spoke up because NO-one else was talking to you. I was down and alone and reached out.
    I "surf" in cycles I tire of reading blog archives and go to my "Music and Movie Reaction Babes", get tired of them and game, tire of that and I'm deep diving Blogs. Again.
    Who these other Psychos are... Why do they NOT speak?

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  4. Why don't the others speak? Fear. Some other things. It actually started when I did a post about witches. I... definitely... stirred a coven or two. Though there are others.

    Why don't they speak? Sheer terror. Some things are more frightening to those who have chosen the dark path, knowingly, than the darkness they follow. That, to be honest, is the easy way. Facing God, out of the darkness, is too much. And... I present God here. I worship God here. They can get past that, to look at the periphery things, but... stay away from the main guns.

    Though, there are others who are... believers. But, as I tried to do, try to believe on their terms. I give no truck for that. There is room to grow, if there wasn't I wouldn't make it. Heck, to be honest, I will never grow enough, on my own, to make it. But... there is always more, for them or me. If people are comfortable? It's difficult to grow.

    Oh, well, and there are those who, even if spiritually mature and in the right places, see the darkness I have been from. They fear that, and the temptations of it. I don't mind.

    I have given up writing for people, if I ever did. I mostly write to sort my mind. Tried manual, physical, but... journals just get lost and dusty and... are of no use.

    Some, sometimes many, do read here. What they do is, by choosing things present and past to read, guide me to what is meaningful to them. So... I... sometimes go back and look. Unpaid, unnamed editors, or proofreaders, or such. You, my friend, are named. Mostly.

    Oh, I am surprised you bother. So, be quite welcome to visit or go, read or not, at you imminent leisure. I hope you find something in there of meaning... worth... or even just something human, or more human than human, that brightens your day, or instigates thought, or even leads you to curse me... then forgive. :)

    I... don't mind. Really.

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