Well?

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I am not sure, but I think I started the last load of laundry.  No dishes started.  Falling down, falling apart, crashing.  I think I am done.  I have been done for an hour or two, just... gliding through, hoping to figure... something else out.  But no.  And I won't be staying up until midafternoon again.  I'll make it just through this post, and then up the steps on to bed.

That shower was wonderful.  Getting laundry going was good.  Would have liked to have gotten dishes loaded, and gotten trash and recycling together and out, but that just wasn't possible.  I hurt.  At least I am warmer.  I've been dressing, and warmly, and right after getting just dry enough after showering.  Still a bit cool, but not frigid, mostly.

I sent a text.  I can't seem to be awake enough to drive.  I have things to do.  Several things, they have piled up, and I have fallen behind.  So... I am seeing if I can get some help.  I absolutely hate asking for help.  But... I have to ask.  Not really on my schedule though.  Although, it has to be business hours for government and the bank, or it won't... help.  But that isn't me.

Sure am hoping to get that.  If this gets done, THEN I have more freedom to go when needed, and wanted, rather than... holding off until things get done that I can't seem to do.  Stuck.  So tired.

I did find some butter that was... mostly... better?  Mostly.  Corn and peas.  Might have the remainder of a can of bread I opened recently.  With butter, that is pretty good.  Might be good with other things.  I just... don't... have other things.  I'll do what I can.  Toast that, butter it, eat, then on to bed?  After checking laundry.  I hope I got it done, or started.  If so, it might be about time to put the last load into the dryer.

Doing my best, doing some things, but rather crippled and short, tired and behind, but... clean at least!  I love being clean.  Have a great morning, day.  I'll send out prayers for you.  I might be a strange bird, but I'm... God devoted.  As... much as that is possible for a little, or big... thank you Stan, monster, devil, odd one, or else.  So... yeah.  I'll send a prayer for you.  Need to find my rosary.  I used to pray those for a few specific folk, on the front lines, out there.  Need to get back to that, too.

Later... or... good night really.  Though, hopefully later too, if much later.