No, even a bit more.

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I am cutting all medicine for two days. I skipped today and I will skip tomorrow. After doing that accidentally when my mother was here, and getting a week of moderate function from it, I think every week or every other week I will skip medicine for two days. I am still going to cut the dose on carvedilol. Simply put, since I went back to full dose, and taking a bit of time off after my mother returned home, I have been locked into the worst sort of exhaustion. That simply won't do.

The bed ended up being less of a problem than I thought. While I, of course, have not done the laundry, my bed is still made. I have other sheets and blankets. Further, though I did spray Lysol spray, twice, and let that dry, the truth is with as thick and many layers as I put on my bed, nothing got down through the bedding. I am keeping dishes up and the place sorted. It is much nicer to live in an orderly home.

Hopefully, with a brief reprieve from the medication, I will be able to sort some things out. Those tasks I had for last week, if touched on a bit, were not completed. Perhaps this week. I have to keep trying. I haven't been this deeply in exhaustion for a very long time. At least I was able to stay aware this time, and am still working some things out. Aware enough to cut off, then cut back medication.

If I can get in to town tomorrow I will stop by and see my friend. Taking him a rifle and some ammo, and taking him shooting and shopping if he wants. A few packages of meat will see me through the rest of the month. The rice and beans are about at the end of their functional life, and I was not able to freeze any of the beans, so perhaps a new bunch of those will be cooked. The nice thing is that the meats I will be buying will cook easily on my grill, so I will only have to mess with the beans and rice. More milk, too, and perhaps some apples. I have been eating well enough, small meals, bits of this and that, all good. That does help. When I become unable to eat, drink, or even medicate, life can spin out for a good bit.

Blathering, again. But that is as good as it gets at the moment. Lets see if a little medicine vacation helps. Good night.