What to do?

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It is a new year and all.  Not being a leap year, that gives me a full deck of days to play with.  If all my decks were full, it would be a glorious thing.  Even so, it looks like a few new and a few old aces are being added to my, if still, skimpy deck.  I don't depend on aces, and other good cards have been added as well.  The game should be getting at least easier to play.  Of course with easier play, the focus might shift from playing at all to who, where, and when to play, how to play, and the much more complicated notions.  All good though.  It's all I asked to be able to do.

Awake at 3:30, if I really would have rather slept a little longer.  I have pushed my advance into days a little quickly though, so this will do.  It will make for a long day, but since it is to be a slower day, that might work perfectly.  I am going to begin actually trying to work on getting to sleep, staying up full days, and cataloging my attempts, what works for me, and such.  It isn't a scientific thing, if I will be implementing what of science I may.  Simply what works for me won't work for others, necessarily.

Oh, and another notion?  As my bp comes down, at some point I may be offered Ritalin again.  To be absolutely honest, right here at the start or even for another few months to see if I really can kick things off myself... I would reject the notion.  I would, after all this time, turn down Ritalin, at least until I get a chance to dig myself out of my hole with my own two hands.  I am already doing what it took Ritalin to begin, but on my own.  I may not be hitting it as hard, if I suspect I may be.  I am not doing as much but I am not feeling overclocked, either.  Nope, I like this pace.  If bp (111/84 today) holds, and I can keep going on swimming and keep the house up mostly, I won't mess with that.  However, if I end up stumbling really harshly, yet can maintain bp, I will have no problem trying Ritalin again.  Medicine free, first, though, since I am right on that...  Gosh I hate meds...  I do.

Oh, science shows, if they were properly humble and a bit more honest?

As well, I think I have finally decided on the breed of goat!  Will it be for milk, meat, a bit of both?  Here.

Yes, I know they aren't goats.  Flexibility is needed in these things, you know.

Hmm, off to other things.  Good morning.