So, why does it work when it would be best left alone?

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I have an early rise tomorrow... or a long day.  As I was thinking of turning in I realized trash and perhaps recycling needed to be collected and taken out.  Moving slowly still that took a while.  As I was doing that I noticed this and that else.  So this and that and some other things got a touch.  It started at, perhaps 22:00 or midnight.  Time is adrift so I just don't know.  Here it is 2:31 and I'm not quite done.  Yeah, long day.  No real worry.  Since I am still neither awake or asleep it almost doesn't matter.  You could possibly shoot me now and I might not feel it.  I usually end up feeling it, but even that isn't guaranteed.  I just hope I can get there and back before the ache of exhaustion hits.

So, a bit more of this and that, and I might even fix the sink... if I can remember.  So hard to remember.  I have six alarms for my appointment tomorrow.  They started about a week ago.  Because of the state of my mind I knew I would need them.  Hmm, while I am thinking it I ought to put in more for the lead in, with a message when to shower and when to leave.  I might not understand when the alarm goes off otherwise.  I've never had heroine, I can only guess though that it's pain relieving qualities are not that dissimilar.  I hate drugs.  Then again it's not like I need them.  Now, if you could make a pill that would keep things clear?  Actually Ritalin helped with that as well as giving me a bit extra bang for my buck.

Whatever.  I... have things to do.  Later, or good night... for your part?  Hmm, probably good morning.