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Yesterday, I woke at midnight, then didn't get down for a nap until... 15:00? Close enough. I slept until 17:00, but stayed down until called. Supper then, not long after, back to bed. I shouldn't have tinkered with a nap in there, but I wasn't going to make it without that. I can't be sure when I went to bed, but no later than 19:00, I think. Almost 7:00, and I am just awake. I woke several times, and the girls were beating on the door. Brats! Seriously, that is just rude. I suspect Sam, most of the time. Even if food and water are good, if she wants to go outside, she'll mess with the door. I think she has friends visit. Probably a fixed male, but she likes him anyway I think. Probably goes out so they can just stare at each other. Bah!
I have taught the girls, to some degree, that messing with me is not wise. I am lenient if it was a very long sleep. I sort of consider them back-up alarm clocks. They have learned that they will not be fed anytime near when I wake, though they may still plead, lightly. No! Still, knowing that they get food four to six hours after I wake does... fit into the calculations, and energy used in their efforts. This morning Sam sounded like she was becoming a rock drummer. Gah! But, fair enough. I'm up.
Today? I don't know. It's been rough. I know I am missing medications, even with all my effort not to do so. Sleep and waking is messy. Dreams, a chilled over fever, and some other things, are adding up to an odd, sometimes uncomfortable, walk through a very hazy natured life. Oh well. I will get better. Or not. I have survived decades of far worse. A summer of discontent is better than even a month in a complete fog-bank. I'll just keep looking for doors and keys. Hmm, for the most part, I'm not even grumpy about it. Just a bit sore and stiff when I finally get to something, for a while. That trip to town has left me feeling a bit weak and battered, and sun-burned. Still, sometime in the middle of this week, I will get out again.
Get to it, if you can. Later.
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