The sun, again.

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I am slowly closing on making the sunlight a regular sight.  I may not be doing more than a few things, but those things are vital.  Medicine, cat care, food, and... at least looking around for a bit more even if I don't do it.  Well, actually, in the last few days I seem to have been missing medicine.  Or I lost a whole day.  Difficult to know.  I am trying.

A shower this morning.  Much needed, greatly appreciated.  A bit of stone to foot, shampoo and conditioner, and a triple lathering.  Yes, when it has been a bit, it's nice to hit it with the works.

I am hoping to drag through the day a bit longer, and maybe get to town.  If I think I am going to make it, I will call to see if my friend wishes to get out.  A stop at the grocery store, a visit for those pillows, and maybe lunch.  I am almost sure I will be awake long enough.  I am simply unsure if I will be strong enough to launch an assault on the road trip required.  A few more hours and I will know.  Time to air dry my desiccated but clean corpse.

Feeling better?  I go through the frozen fever hard, about the middle of the early part of my waking cycle.  I can get hit by it from time to time after that.  Mostly, by this time in my waking, I am mostly through with whatever that is.  I don't know, but it seems to be hitting me in my sleep, as well.  My dreams have been dark.  Well, you should be able to tell by now.

Get to church, if you can.  And, if you ever wish to do me a favor, say a prayer for me.  Never mind the health, or dreams, or that.  Just... pray for my soul, and the strength to do as God commands.  The rest is meaningless without that.  If you, as myself, cannot make it... say a prayer at home.  God knows.  Dark times, dark sights, a dark future, even if right.  Later.