Snake-eyes.

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I'm not terribly put out that nothing got done.  I'm a ghost of myself, or was through the night.  No pain, no fuss, just... there wasn't anything to work with.  It was an enjoyable "day" in that it was easy.  When I realized nothing was going to happen, after pushing for a couple hours, I simply relaxed and enjoyed as possible.  Another meal, two or three short stories read, an an attempt to call my mother.  No answer.  Might be on the road, on the phone, or have company.  Hmm... maybe a nap?  Nah, not yet.  She is usually well up by now, unless she really pushed this week.  Rare, but...

I'll just keep my list on tap, hit it when I am next able.  Which might be soon.  No headache this morning as I prepare for bed.  And it is later than I have been able to push lately, or even stumble.  I just had a meal a bit ago, so now would be a good time to do another blood check.  BP testing is just once a day, for me.  Could check on that, but I think all they ever had me do was once a day.  Then again, back when I started, that was probably pushing it even so.  Had to negotiate their want with my reality.  Still do, but my reality has become a bit more flexible.

Floss, brush, gargle, maybe tend the laundry.  If no signs of a headache, then I will read a bit more.  While Charlie may be funny, he writes well enough.  I do enjoy.  I might not agree with all, but the lad has talent.  Not sure who is up next.  It's mostly a secular, alternate, type book.  I am not sure I would recommend it for all.  Some of it I don't bother reading.  Global warming?  Skip.  Lesbian marriage?  Skip.  And some others.  Not a complete SJW (leftist preaching manual), but pretty close.  Or maybe, just not fully exposed as such.  By author or subject, most likely.  I can give or take though.

Ah, right... I did mess with the grips last night.  I am really improving.  I nearly have the 200 pounder down with the right hand.  Left hand is lagging, just by a bit.  Annoying, but it's the way of things I suspect.  It'll still take a couple of weeks, several times a week, to finish.  I am already working the 250 pound exercise, and still the 150 as well to finish off the workout.  By August or September, I may be ordering a pair of 300 pounders.  This is going faster than I thought.  I am also trying to figure out a way to increase strength in a few other ways.  Yeah... I am.  Along with flexibility.  Strength is junk if it immobilizes you, slows you down, makes your vulnerable.  Blazing speed, on top of brute strength, is my goal.  You don't beat seven or more peers in hand to hand without having learned something before, during, and then taking a few lessons away from it. 

Blazing speed with unleashable raw strength, and the willingness to use it.  Didn't realize I had the authority to kill them.  Self-defense.  Two or three physical attackers constitutes lethal force, allowing for lethal self-defense.  Funny though?  I didn't need to, my life wasn't actually threatened.  Odd thoughts as I prepare for sleep.