Better.

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Taking it easy sometimes helps, sometimes not.  Today it simply isn't a choice.  I had hoped to do a bit of work.  Maybe not, at least not yet.  Oh, a few very simple things.  Focus isn't there, if I think even a bit of work would end up going down badly.  I wouldn't call it a good day.  I will merely say that I am keeping a balance between okay and falling off a cliff.  There isn't good, there isn't medium, there isn't bad.  I have two gears possible today.  Alive and mostly not in too much pain and horror.  So far I have been able to keep it in the better of the two.  Which is why work probably won't go forward.  I am simply just holding on.

Gaming eats the time that will keep me in some reasonable balance.  The game is just about right.  It hasn't been made stupidly hard and yet is not too easy.  You have to figure things out but you can in a reasonable fashion, so far.  For a button masher platform, I consider this game reasonably fair, entertaining, and doable.  I would sometimes believe that the games are too easy, that when I am ill I shouldn't be able to play.  But then, today, I solved a sudoku in 9 seconds.  Sure, it isn't 5 seconds.  But that is faster than... most.  *grin*  I just... sometimes illness can interfere, but I don't believe it necessarily does.  Thrombosis, as I define, continues.  While gaming, though, it tends to stay hidden... out of my "sight" anyway.

Thirsty!  But there is something I had forgotten that I truly enjoy.  Tea!  I had some with dinner the other night.  Four or five glasses.  I am used to their tea, but home-brew of my favorite blends is better still.  And, yeah, I will ice it.  I may end up having several cups.  A dark, then a green.  These are among my favorite types.  Still, the restaurant offers pretty good tea too.  But I'm not there.  On to tea, and more gaming.  Then medicine and bed before too awful long.  Later.