I did get out.

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Brutal.  No way I can go tomorrow.  I overheated.  I am just not correct with medicine yet.  I got pretty much what I wanted.  The only thing I couldn't find was a rebar puller.  I may look online.  I am sure it is in town, I just am not up to driving from store to store looking.  Actually, 15' targets were not to be found either.  Milk, 4' rebar poles, a medium sludge hammer, and some ties... oh and another box of .22's.

We went to dinner first.  I don't know.  The world is changing and I think I want to withdraw more and more from it.  It is collapsing in on itself.  Things that were the norm are changing.  Simple things.  I ordered an italian omelet, something I have eaten at that restaurant for five or six years now, and got a taco omelet.  Two very different things.  Is the economy crashing so that...  I don't know.  Then again we had a male waiter, and I didn't... appreciate that much.  Some are better than others.  Some are not.

More... I am not sure my friend is my friend anymore.  I'll be talking to him, but may just be backing away there too.  If he doesn't like me, and that is what I am seeing, then it's best just to not be friends.  I may be seeing him Monday.  Choices are getting slim.  I need to start cutting out excess and things that don't belong.  Lots of changes in the wind.  Make sure why you are in my circle, and make sure that is where you really want to be.  If not, best to part ways.

I have things to do, and many miles and years to go.  It's best that I cut any dead weight.  Funny though...  I am hated for what I think, yet hated for putting it out that I may be going.  So... which is it?  Yeah, see, that isn't my problem.  But I will fix it.  I owe no one, I have done my best to pay off my debts, and then some, as I have been going along.  If I have overpaid, you are free to go with it, but no more if you are not honestly in my circle.  I will be looking, and fixing.  I do have places to go.

Brutal day.  I am hoping I can cool off so as to sleep before too long.  Later.  Good night if I can sleep in the next few hours.

Hmm, a musical thought.  Not important these days, just a thought.