Oh, I see.

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I'm heading on to bed, but not without... some dark thoughts.  Daydreams, understandings, doubts of the future and past.  Not one without the other.  Actually, some certainties.  Not a real concern for the moment, except for those.  I would explain but I really don't think...  Hmm?  Oh, well, this might help you understand.

It's not hell, it certainly isn't heaven, it's the moments between.  Not quite right but not all wrong, not quite.  Yes, a weary head.  I don't see it this way, but I think others do.  Who knows, they... might be right.  Yeah, good night.