A quickie.

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The other day I presented music, if with mild treatment.  I wish to fix that.

I suggested that this fits on this blog.  However I did not present the notion fully.  At the time of my fall I did consider it unfair.  I lamented grandly, even attempting to dispose of my very life, if physical pain beyond your ken played a part.  Possibly part of why I may have found myself where I did.  As well, there was some wish of this on others, who cared little while enjoying their lives, in a vengeful way.


Today?  Like it? Not absolutely.  And yet it has blessed me in ways no level of success ever could.  I have learned to depend on God.  To let go of things I can no longer do, mostly.  I would never have had the opportunity, even through terrible pain, to worship as is available to me.  Further, while I wouldn't mind others getting this opportunity, the wish is far from vengeful.  I only would hope they could find their way to the better part.  No longer a lament but something for which I am profoundly grateful... usually.  Amen.

Oh, and bedtime, at 11:06.

Ah, and pray it not be so?  Unless it has to be.  Then pray for righteous victory.