Worried or hopeful?

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I never can tell, not always, fully, what is considered.  Though I suspect a notion down to a few probabilities.  In this case a fear or hope, dealing with reported bp.  High?  Oppresively.  It's only been this high for a week, maybe nearing two... by feel.  I have had it average 217/170 for six months.  No, one does not make the other good.  The worst merely adds perspective.  The song pulled from back?


Two, another popped.  Though it suggests a beter sentiment.

No.  It is possible.  Truth is, as few others,I am here at the absolute whim of Another, the only Other.  So I won't presume to speak for God, only suggest you do with worry, or hope, as we may share measures of each in any way in common, as I do.  Leave grave matters in His hands.  Don't confuse things.

I am seeing much, feeling it.  Perhaps seeing such things... excites.  Can't avoid seeing.  Can't look away.  Not sure I would.  Not the darkest of things I have seen.  Hopefully humbling to those who need it, if that isn't my concern.  As with those who decided there was enough water, perhaps others will decide there... is no understanding on weather.