Almost on my feet.

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Technically awake at 20:30.  Tried to bull on back to sleep after waking at 20:00.

I don't know about you, but when my body wakes, good, bad, or ugly, then I am up.  Today I woke between ugly and bad, if I think it will pass quickly enough.  Thing is I didn't want to deal with that spit of time.  It seems I only made it worse.  Some days it is better to take your licks, if not always?  And you can never know which is which.

Dreams, of teaching and being taught.  Of being the humble only to stumble on pride in even this.  The world is full of physical, psychic, and spiritual nettles and thorns.  Can't know them all, must be stung by some before understanding sets in, sometimes often.  Sometimes, for the greater good, some barbs need be simply endured, as Christ taught quite by example.  Many such dreams, though of no previous examples I recall.  The two virtues being prayed to obtain are charity and humility, one from each set... might be the fountain from which the dreams flow.

Hmm?  Today, or what passes for my day?  Well... the completion of what was planned recently.  The completion of the kitchen, the bathroom, the last of the dishes, another load of laundry, and if there is time and energy on to the front room.  I am not as worried about everything, or immediately.  Some days I am slower, some jobs take longer by far than anticipated even working at a solid pace, as well some even larger tasks crop up which weren't anticipated.  Still, that is the goal for the week.  As well as the laundry area and rear hallway.  Cake is the reward if all that is done by next Friday.  Yeah, still fasting, if I am eating earlier in order to kick off work, and will begin using ketone crystals today, later on, as with electrlyte powder, if I break a sweat which I usually do, several times a day with housecleaning.  The bed and morning prayers have been done.  Didn't feel like it, which... is becoming the signal to do things around here.

First, waking.  And crisping chicken in the broiler for the first meal, with beef as lunch and final meal at 1:00 or so.  Yeah.  I hope thos crystals help, if I don't think twice, even once, a day every day is right.  Just starter and special day stuff, after I kick into ketosis rightly.  Though the need should slacken.  Currently at 15 ketones, or the measure of it, considered light.  Not bad given my recent carb dive.


Later.