Spooky?

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What is life without fear?  Small doses are affective.  Too effective?

I have been watering the lawn.  Simply put, it needs it.  City water will go way up, I have no choice.  The side lawn needs it least.  The problem with the front and back lawn is they get the sun so long that both watering times are limited and they get so sunblasted.  I suspect those with green lawns have ag water shares.

It is about time to hit the dishes, and open the cave up.  It is 72° out there, was an half hour ago.  It is 76° main, 78° front, probably due to me leaving the door open.  Ach!

Ah, as to fear?  My blood sugar is 76 after a few hours.  That is right on the border, and I am about to hit the dishes... heavy work, for me.  I am going to go without a carb pill, see where it is in an hour, and how I feel.  A slide from either, in the singular, and I will drop a tab.  Just one.  I suppose I could eat, but I want to see what a single tab does.  And I am attempting to keep to intermittent fasting.

A bit spooky.  It is right in noman's land.  A quick jerk negative could see me to a coma, even death.  Want to see my limits and ability to ride them.  It is how I was created.  Know your limits?  Fine.  But how can you know them if you don't test them?  I am beginning to know my limits.  Wish me luck?

Next time I will halve the dose.  If there is a next time.  Later.
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All good.  Blood sugar is up to 82 but enough, especially after work.  Dishes done.  Dried but air drying as a finishing.  A shower after a break.  There is no way I will get to curtains.  Too late, too hot, too tired.  A shower, maybe.  Probably.  Too cool off as much as to bath.  I have sweated profusely today.

While I didn't do everything planned, I don't think that was possible, with or without the visitation.  And anyway, I would have preferred the visit.  Work will always be here.  Not so the young ones.  They... fly.  And there is a biblical likeness, for the better among them.  Gone so fast, justified to tarry a bit.

I will shower, then air dry.  Not rudely, then test blood sugar one last time.
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Blood sugar at 89 is up and still good.  The average is 119.  Not sure just how good, "normal", or such, that is though?  I feel at ease going on to bed.  It is still really warm, it just isn't cooling off.  A shower was nice, but I really need to finish the curtains and get ac going.  Of course, not tonight.  I didn't put the last of the dishes in.  I want a shower in the morning.  While it is Sunday, will be, I need to get curtains and ac installed.  Choking on this heat.  So, tomorrow, if able, that will be done.  And my floor bed will be arranged.  Oh, and yes, I burned pretty bad.  Sun burned.  Sleep will be tricky.  Good night.