Not eating.

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Between too little variety, something just wrong, and no energy to overcome the first problems, food just...  I can't eat.  Blood sugar is going high, 140 fasting this morning.  Higher yesterday, if I ate absolutely nothing so didn't dose two days ago.  Yesterday I had a fatted tea and nuts, for breakfast, so I could dose.  Blood sugar was down to 99 at bedtime last night.  Not doing well.  Shopping, soon?

A shower and trim shortly.  A fatted coffee and very small portions of salami, cheese if I can find some.  Recheck my grocery list.  Tend the pets.  And... see from there.  May shower before starting my waking time.  Going to hit it, push, if I can find substance from mind and will and get it to engage with my flesh.  I may not be the ghost of Sparta, but a ghost I am, sometimes.  Later.