Someone is, or is trying to, put two and two together.

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Insanity?  Or a true timekiller?  He fears he experienced it.  Denial.

Or my versions of said?  Some doubts.  Absolutely.  But it isn't all.

He dug back, remembered... something from the past.  Someone.  Time?

Brutal?  Me, the world, reality?  Probably.  Are you sure you would rather soft emptiness?  If so, you are at the wrong place.

I suspect who it might be.  By a song he might like, sung to my preference, I indicate.

Believe oder nicht, I despise androgeny.  Anyway... to old friends.