Just another day.

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I had breakfast without dosing insulin.  It was small, a single short rib(?) and a single brot.  Seemed innocent enough, especially with plain tea.  A few hours later, blood sugar was 285!  Okay, a fatted tea with insulin.  Not much, I think 15 cc's.  Not my lowest but, getting there.  Two or three hours later it was 154.  I decided to have another fatted coffee, actually the earlier one was a coffee too.  I went with 8 mg of insulin.  I'll check in three hours.  If all is good, a nap.

I have been hankering for a nap all morning.  I can't really get to work.  I've only been awake to check and manage blood sugar.  Still, other than occasional nodding, I have been enjoying my morning.  It has been cool, pleasant, mostly quiet.  The girls were fed, ducks let out if I hadn't mentioned, medicine taken, and ongoing insulin.  Oh, I wonder if I can remember how to add a youtube bit?  A mood one.

Check.  Still, that will end at the end of the month.  I got a free month, but they blew it.  Cancelled.

Cancel culture?  Check.

I have always had a goal of sewing my own suit, and of course owning a suit.  I may not be able to afford the material.  But, I might be able to figure... something out.  Let us just say, a long time wish might be back in the works.  Starting small, hand stitching a few repairs, then a few items... a shirt, other pj's, if I can find material at all actually.  I am... interested in trying, again.

Another goal?  The rubix cube.  I wish to learn to solve it.  It's not an IQ thing, or even more than steps and practice, learned and acted on.  Still, it's... the idea.

I have started treating the girls a lot more frequently if a lot less.  Two to three dots of treats every few hours, when I get up for something.  Sassy?  Meh.  MORE!  Sam?  Is loving me like crazy.  I think Sassy with come around.  I truly appreciate the little ladies.  It's good to have... a few around.  Hmm, may have to treat them soon.  You should see Sam's old eyes light up.  Food isn't love, but it really is.

I just wish I could get going.  I WANT to do dishes.  I WANT to clean the bathroom.  I WANT to clean the kitchen.  I want my home clean, my vehicles clean, clear, and managed.  I WANT... function, use, ability.  I am so close, sometimes.  Meds are an up and down thing, weather?  This year has been fantastic.  The hottest I have seen it indoors is 76° F, in the front room... warmer in this, the computer room.  But too, I've a cooler place to chill even then.  I really want to work.  Not just for the ends, though there is that.  But to... do!  So... tired.

It is 78° outdoors.  The weather stations say between 81° and 85°.  Nope!  Later.