Some things have improved.

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For a bit, even doing the rubik's cube regularly was becoming impossible.  Couldn't maintain cognitive function.  I could do between zero and three in a row, before breaking down.  Then, in the next set, I would get worse.  Until I couldn't get the speed sets done, and had to go back to the initial, simple, sluggish, slow, methods, of completing the cube.  I could still do them, but... not the fast way, and not well even the slow way.  It was taking three to five minutes to complete them.

Now I am back to somewhat better function.  I can do the fast way, multiples of multiples, at a time.  Doing them in sets, with music in the background.  For a song lasting, say, 3:41, I can easily do two, and nearly three.  Or stop at two, reset, and with two completions and two resets, end at about 2:20~2:40 timestamps.  And, I can do it for, as many songs as I can line up... and bother listening to...  For a song lasting 8:06, I was able to do six completions, plus five resets... after having done three shorter songs before.

I am still tired.  I am sore, as well.  Losing ~50 pounds in three days is... probably... physically difficult.  Even if I nominally weight between 260 and 280.  I think I still have extra fluid, so I probably weigh a bit more, even now.  Still... that's... a lot of body mass going away.  It's going to hurt.  Had to happen though.  I can see why I haven't been working well.  Even just with wet lungs, breathing is... difficult.  With wet everything, I... am surprised I didn't die.  Some failure, or other.  I'll keep at it, as I am able though.

A few days of work, with what is done, should probably get it finished.  Even at the pace of yesterday.  A few hours a day.  Yeah, I... asked my friend to send a text, and the remaining debt, plus a nice chunk of apology change.  Not sure it will help, but... it may soothe... anger.  It depends on if space had become a premium for her.  Money isn't everything, but if coming from poverty, it... may mean a bit more?  Better than some options, to be sure.  Humility, too, might help.

I would go back to sleep, the way that I feel.  But I just can't.  Sleep isn't possible.  Work isn't really doable, either.  I don't want to listen to music, I don't want to... probably can't play games, it's just... I guess I get to hurt, and do little things as able.  I did reset the dishes.  Perhaps watching a video?  Maybe, it's about at the level of capacity.  While I can do rubik's cube solutions, that actually hurts... adds to the headache.  I just... it was something to do before I realized it was adding to the suffering... while I was waking.  Bleh.

Oh, medicine.  Later.