Cooling helps.

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Once I cooled, the pain lifted.  Much of it.  My heart is tired.  It's a weird thing.  If you don't know it, don't worry.  It has been taxed, and is calling in dues.  No major problem, just... what must be paid is being paid.  Chair time.  Though the anacin probably helped a goodly bit.

Blood sugar dropped to 93.  So more kefir, as planned.  I am hoping that will be enough to keep it stable enough for bedtime.  I think I have tabs up there.  I will take a roll, just in case.  I do my best, I just haven't quite figured out food, appetite, insulin, and all.  Even so, it really, truly, isn't an absolute science.  I'm beginning to doubt it is a single disease.  I'm not... sure what it is.  But it isn't what they say it is.

Now that I am cooled, and pain is mostly relieved, I can't sleep!  I could have crashed at 16:00, when I got home.  Not now?  Very odd.  I'll go game a bit.  It might help me fall.  It's a new game, Resident Evil Village.  So far I can't say it's all that interesting.  Though I was trying to play while my body was crashing.  I'll find out with a bit more play.

Oh, I got a call, for some reason, from a shipper in Iowa.  Somehow they had my number.  They were looking for my mom.  Weird.  Anyway, I took their number, called my mom, and... she... was tired of hearing from me.  I'm not sure we can live together as such.  Still, I gave her the message and got off the phone as soon as I could.  But, then, she didn't want to stop talking!  Ugh.  It was almost funny.

Cats fed, I'm fed, medicines in... save slow acting insulin.  Blood sugar is good, new heart medicine on the way.  A call, to the V.A. tomorrow.  I did get the travel paperwork in for both today and the 3rd... blood draw.  Anything else I'm missing?  No, rabbits and birds are good too.  Oh, and I reordered some of that which was packaged in with what hadn't been ordered.  Stupid thing.  Might have to order everything independently, and make... no... wouldn't matter.  Didn't order, and none of it was sent prime on top of it!  Bleh.  If it keeps happening, I'll just cancel them.  The world is becoming open again.

Whether I play for an hour or five minutes, it's good night.  Sleep well, pray before you sleep, dream well, and wake well.  Even when hellish, I... like this little life.  I hope you enjoy your walk here.  Not saying to not take it too seriously, just... don't take it too seriously.  Or... pick which is right to take seriously?  Something.  Good night.